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Name: J
Location: Maine, United States
Gender: Female
Interests: Reading in warm fall afternoon.
Getting to know better the people I simply know.
Roses and carnations.
Expertise: Making other people feel good about themselves. Making people feel that someone cares about them. Massages.
Message: message me
Member Since:
10/17/2004
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| I have graduated. I am done. All that is left is to get an application
from the State and get certified as a teacher! WOO!!! So, yeah. Maybe I
can find a summer job then an actual job. Wow....
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| Erg. So a friend of mine *who is male* called me tonight, after a summer's worth of being ignored. OK, I get that he has a girlfriend, and she's about as jealous as one can be, but seriously, it's not like I want to sleep with him, or steal him away from her. How can you be so jealous of someone who you are supposed to trust? I don't care that she doesn't trust me, she doesn't know me-fine. But to not trust your own significant other? There's something weird there. And to change direction, he's an ass. He hasn't called me at all during the summer, when I was 10 minutes from his house. But I had to first call his cell phone (cancelled), then I called his house (not there, gone to visit dear old uncle something or other), so I call his Uncle's place. After all THAT, he finally calls me back. And I'm not mad at him anymore. Geese and turtles. Why can't I be mad at him? (well, because i'd probably lose a friend.) Hmm. That is a problem. Although forgiveness is preached, its hard on the forgiver to forgive everyone all the time. There has got to be a line somewhere. Guess I just need to find it.
Oh, and having the determination (or just a gut feeling) to stay single and celebate for a while is nice. No worries about meeting a guy, and then impressing him, then hoping he's telling me the truth, then trying to be in a relationship. Too much work. Would much rather concentrate on being able to find myself, and that happens to be quite enough work as it is without adding "a guy" into the mix. That, and I still don't think I have gotten over the past couple of relationships enough to be able to trust myself again with that. So enough ranting for now. | | |
| Ok, so this was copied from Lady Aeryn....
Confusis say, J is "benevolence" or "humanity
J is "not a criminal."
J is "GREAT!" J is "a genius." J is "top ten" (I am not kidding...hehe this is fun)
J is "off to see the wizard." --toodles | | |
| Well, its been a while. How are all of you that are still locked into thier poor computers doing? Me, I'm okay. Finally done with work, and have a couple of weeks to chill before starting my internship. Very exciting (except for the fact that I can't remember my teacher's name, and can't find the paper with her number or email addy on it....) opps. Besides that, just hanging out and doing a bit of nothing, but still reading. Anyone know some good books, fascinating topics, to while away the next couple weeks? Well, thats ok. Hmmm.....thats all for now, since i don't want to write anymroe. And to the chargrin of a friend of mine, no wedding invitations have been made up yet. Guess she's just have to wait.
Someday, we shall see each other.
:) Enjoy life, people. | | |
| More and more drama....."and the beat goes on." | | |
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